Be as you are.

pain , make ur way t me .

yea , long time no post . i knw u all missed me x: joking .
arghhh . im so damn bored right now .
just came back frm netball training . im so tired , even with everything .
sighhs , why cant life be th way i wanted :(
had a exhausted day in school with a really bad mood .
things didnt appeared t be what i had expected , & im glad abt it .
okay , got bck chemisty & english paper . i so dam unhappy with my fxxking results :(
english , paper one , 37/60 . paper two , 45/80 , overall , 82/140 . thts bad :(
chemistry , 28.5/40 . it didnt reached my expected grade , really unhappy .
oh yea , i skipped th stupid SL camp :D yea . i dont feel like going school tmr :(
luckily i didnt go can , its like so lame ? wth .
okay , i seriously hate this fxxking bastard in my class -'-
dk whats wrong with him today . so what if he doesnt have th mood , he also cant vent anger on me right ?! fxxk la . dk why am i born on th fxxking yea 1995 . ccb .
arghh , enough , great . last period was maths . zalinah left . a relieve teacher came .
was like so slacking can ? lols . but was like so bored .
after schhool , changed t attire . & i just remembered , i had'nt had my lunch ,
so as to dinner . had a tough training . ran dam alot . omg , felt like fainting man .
was looking forward to ahbok departure ._.
went spc after tht , had nugges & fishball . so dam nice ^^
thts it , end of story ._.

sat , walked t hougang green frm my hse .
i walked okay . any idea how tired i was ?! :(
went there just t look for baby . cant find him . cried like fxxk :(
finally found him . was so dam tired , i walked everywhere .
thn after tht , went home , nthng t do . forgot what happened .

yesterday , met baby , went t friend's hse for mahjong .
with decong , anna & shiyi . okay la , quite fun also .
thn went bck , baby got me peach tea (L) :)
thn on bus , dk why , so dam moody . got dwn bus , & walked t lrt stn .
while crossing , almost got knocked dwn .
cause i didnt use th traffic , thn a car turned , thn th driver , dk hw t slow dwn also .
so i walked faster . lols , murderer seyy x:
reached home , met dearie at hse there . thn ate prata(s) for dinner .
thn got free kinderjoys ,(kope wan) i had two . dearie had three , but gave one t sist :)
all th toys were MINE ! :) hehe . two were wasted , cause was puzzles .
luckily was free , cause th toys eated up alot of money .
thn after tht , hse there got taiji . fxxking lame . bullshit .
grow up la , adult alrdy still dk hw t become one -.-
lols , after tht , went home , thn chatted with baby .
slept ^^

BYEBYE ^^

baby , i miss you alot :'(
dont care what others say .
no matter what , i'll always love you .