Be as you are.

i always wonder am i her real child .

i got a phone , i got a sim . BUT , its not mine .
th sim belonged t baby , & th phone belonged t a friend of mine .
what's worst , th SIM is prepaid . but its okay .
i want it t msg baby , if not i'll miss him like mad woman .
okays , just came bck from hougang green .
woke up at 9 , with my eyes swollen . & i looked UNGLAM ! ):
so i called baby , & planned things . decided t go his hse t get th sim .
got th phone frm friend before leaving t hougang green .
lrt-ed t compass , thn bussed dwn in 159 t hougang green .
reached his hse at 11 ? yepp , thn was really tired .
slept . thn left his hse at 3.30 . went t mall for breakfast cum lunch .
as usual , ate prata but this time , NOT free :)
ate & stuffs , thn went up t th new lan shop t look for baby's friends .
thn baby left with his friends while i go bck alone ):
baby's working now & im missing him badly !
th weather's killing me , i thought it would rain ! ._.
im nt going for training tmr , cause i dont feel like .
after what had happened last night , i had lesser mood t do things .
but im gonna collect th 'clique' tee tmr , maybe alone uh .
i seriously wan bck my phone la ! im so gonna talk t cousin when i find a way t contact him .
idk if my mom would send her own flesh t girls home .
so idiotic & im gonna hate her t th core of she does tht .
i wrote pieces of things of my mom , & i hid it smemre arnd th hse .
was really angry & couldnt stop crying last night .
thn i finally fell asleep . thanks for th tags with those words peepo .
& thanks dearie & sweetheart , for keeping me accompany last night .
well , im finding games t play ! but all so boring . idk what t do now ):
& idk what's gonna happen agn tonight . freak -'-
hmm , i shall post till here , cause idk what t post anymre .
shall update later , or tmr alright ? bye ^^