Be as you are.

For Someone Special .
(this post is for one specail guy , so readers , dont bother reading .)

NixsonTaiJF ,
i knw you always been giving in to me when im always at fault .
you're not bad , and im not taking your for granted .
you're just right for me , & i really love you alot .
i really need you in my life , i need you t care for me .
i knw all these are rubbish t you now , but i really mean it , & it's a fact .
im really sorry for what i did , im really really sorry .
i've been crying th whole day from morning till now .
i find it hard t smile when you're nt with me .
im very lost right now . but i only now my heart & mind is full of you .
cant live without you here with me , you left me wanting you more .
"do you think i'd stay away after all tht we've been through .
do you think tht i'll close th door when my heart & soul belongs t you ."
i really wish we could be th way we used t be .
please dont leave me . i really miss you so much .
i wanna talk t you , call you up th phone every night .
because you're th only person who could cheer me up .
im really very stress , & all i need now is your forgiveness .
i wan you t stop ignoring me , stop being mad with me .
Our seventh month is tomorrow , i really hope you will talk t me tonight .
i cannot stop crying , & i knw you're th guy for me .
i knw i wont find any other guy like you agn :'(
keep thinking bck , how we were so happy tgt ; laughing & teasing with each other .
baby , im really sorry T_T please , forgive me . i really need you .
dont leave me :'(


i thought of dying , because if i didnt exist ,
things would be so much better for you .