Be as you are.

Fucking Stress & moodless .

i fucking feel like just crying out right now .
i feel so confused , so angry & frustrated , thn sad .
problems after problems , fxxk uh . life's a bitch .
i tolerated someone for soFUCKING LONG .

J_ _ _ _ _ ;
you were nt like what you were .
now you started giving me a fucking attitude , as if i owed you smething .
you talked t her so bloody nicely , but when i do , i get bck a fucked up response from you.
when you need me , you come t me , when you dont , you 'throw' me away .
and when you shouted at me , did you even bother t apologise or think hw i felt ?
YOU ONLY THINK FOR YOURSELF , and nt for others .
you do things , tht pissed ppl of LIKE ME , but you dont realise it's your mistakes .
th way you treat me now , was TOTALLY different from th past .
i kinda HATE you now , but i hope this hate wont stay .
since my attitude it's what you mentioned in th detention room , th same as Nixson ,
i dont think you'll need me as a friend anymre ehs .
& you'll always judge my boyfriend on his appearance , but you never knw how sweet he was .
i didnt judge your girlfriend(s) before , & i wonder why you are always doing this t me .
You talked about me in class , and make ppl laugh at me . did i do anything wrong tht you have t hurt me ? WHY ?!
whatever it is , you'll always support HER , and not me :)
so , it's useless talking about all these right now . have a GREAT , FUN life .
i knw you have a motive of being close t her , i knw you .

school was okay , till some periods . was tired , and cold all th way .
finally got t finish my art work & handed it up , FOR TH FIRST FUCKING TIME .
didnt went for training , was dam tired . went t met dearie instead .
walked , slacked . thn home . doing nothing now , feeling so sad now .
idk what t do too . waiting for baby t finish his walk and msg .
so looking forward t monday .
Oh , singapore idol's up on channel 5, gonna catch th last 15 mins of it .
goodbye .


Baby :'(
Where are you T_T
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