Tuesday, October 6, 2009

been crying for 8 days , in a roll :'(
seriously, cant stop thinking of him .
i knw, if i keep saying i cant, i really cant .
but it's really hard for me , every minute, he's th thing tht came into my mind :(
cant sleep properly (not enough sleep) , cant concentrate in class / studies .
eat , also can cry , out with friends , also can cry , listen t teacher , also can cry .
have been calling anyone on th phone t talk with , cause i cant do it t him anymre .
when i recieve hugs from my girls , it reminds me of him hugging me , so warm , so safe .
saw him twice, cried like mad th first time :'(
was abit happier t see him th second time, cause he was safe .
i really cant forget about him , cant stop thinking of him ,
BECAUSE I STILL LOVE HIM , AS MUCH AS BEFORE :'(
dont wanna post anymre :'( could hardly smile :'(

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