Do you knw how i feel ?
Why dont you put yourself into my shoes .
it hurts so bad , i really cant take it .
for so much i'd done , you're giving me pain .
but you knw what ? i dont mind . because i love you alot .
You're a good guy , th bestest of th bestest , but why are you doing this t me .?
You wan me t die , thn you happy isit ? i dont mind !
because everytime i feel like giving up , i cant .
i dont care how it hurts , or whatever it takes ,
because i knw i've let you down , and made you suffer so much for seven months .
do you even knw tht im doing so many things , so tht you can have bck your retribution ?
YOU DONT KNW .
here i am crying so bad , now my tummy hurts so bad ,
but there you are , laughing at me .
all i ever wanted is just you t come bck .
if you dont believe , you can ask all th ppl .
im even willing t sacrifice my life , just for you .
you knw how many days im suffering ?
ONE WHOLE WEEK , and a day .
i cant eat , & i lost two or three kg .
i cant sleep , i would always wake up in th middle of th night .
- th next thing i do is think of you .
i cant even fxxking hell concentrate on my studies .
this happends everyday , & you knw what ?! i dont fxxking mind.
it's maths tomorrow , & im here , still crying so fxxking bad .
14 days of crying , what were you doing ? having fun .
& also i dont mind. see how much i suffer ?
it hurts when you used harsh words on me , but i dont mind .
you knw how much i missed you ? do you even care tht i love you ?
i really dunno how t continue life like this everyday .
i wont forget how you spent 70+ bucks on me on my birthday .
i wont forget what you got me for valentines day this year .
i wont forget you , & th love you shared with me for so long .
i wont forget all th sweet things you've done for me .
Im really crazy over you , i still love you as much as before .
im really feeling very hurt , seriously , but thn i dont mind .
exams are here, yet this is still happening .
i think im really gonna fail everything .
who cares right , im th one getting hurt . they dont feel anything .
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