Be as you are.

Hai , i really want you back )':
you dunno how miserable life is without you .
N. , i wan you back )':
i need you , i never knew i needed .
you dunno how much i'm suffering , 7th day since i ate something .
all i ate was ice cream , CHIPS , sweets , chocolates .
you happy ? :(
everyday i miss you , but you ignore my msges .
you said you were lazy , but never t lazy t reply her msges right.
since she's so much more important , i got nothing t say .
really disapponted :'( every night, i takes me hours t clear my tears & get t sleep .
i bet you are having fun outside , laughing happily .
you never thought of me , i knw that . it's so obvious .
i've been thinking alot lately , i really dunno what t do.
sometimes i really feel like just ending my fxxking miserable life .
you dunno how i feel , :'( i'm really very hurt .
I GOT NO ONE T TALK TO , and you were'nt there for me .
forget it , you wont do anything after saying so much right .
i'm just wasting my time right ? But, i mean evrything i say here .
i still love you , i really do . i hope you still do .

)))))))':
my third's song's nice :'(