Be as you are.

After 3 months, you were back t your own self .
you were so loving, so sweet during these three months .
you would do things t cheer me up , & give me those warmness hugs when i cry .
but what now, you could even scold me vulgarities , you dont even care whether it hurts .
you could even let go over small things , this just proves how much you wanna leave me .
i took th initiative t text you last night , after 4-5 hours of waiting .
but, you dont even wanna reply my last text .
& what's worse, you dont even care whether i was alive .
you would talk t me harshly, tht was so hurting .
i'm here crying, you're there , happily laughing , playing your fxxking game.
i dunno what t do , i dont even knw if we're still tgt, after one year , twentysix days .
where were you when i needed you th most ?
you were'nt there t stop my tears . been crying for hours .
what do you even treat me as ? DO YOU EVEN LOVE ME ?

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