Be as you are.

i knw you're here ,
wondering where you're going today .

just came back from school .
took a peep @ _ _ _ _ _ _'s facebook .
nothing , so i came t post .
going off t meet yiqing sister , after tht going w love .
try t get pictures kay .
post again later ,

EDIT /-
if you think this could make me happier ,
YOU'RE SO FXXKING WROOONG !
WHAT I SAW TODAY EVEN HURT ME MORE ! T_______T
WHATEVER I'VE HEARD AND EVERYTHING ,
YOU KNOW YOU'RE MAKING ME MORE HURT THIS WAY ? T________T
PEOPLE SAY YOU SEEM T CARE ,
BUT YOU DIDNT EVEN BOTHER T COME/TALK/CALL/SMS ME.
IDK IF WHAT I SAW & THINK IS TRUE. T______T

crying like fxxk now, idk what t do .
i'm so fxxking hurt .
hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt !
hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt !
hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt !
hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt !
hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt !
i'm going insane !
insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane !
insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane !
insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane !
insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane !
insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane !
i wanna drink my heart out !
drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink !
drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink !
drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink !
drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink !
drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink !
i cannot stop thinking about you ,
because i really love you !
really love you ! really love you ! really love you ! really love you !
really love you ! really love you ! really love you ! really love you !
really love you ! really love you ! really love you ! really love you !
really love you ! really love you ! really love you ! really love you !
really love you ! really love you ! really love you ! really love you !
but you didnt care !
didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care !
didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care !
didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care !
didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care !
didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care !
i really dunno what t do !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_________________________T

back from drinking w elena & darren.
thanks for caring .
but , I WANT SOMEMORE TT
ate shrooms burger for dinner , th only meal i had today .
i wan supplies of beer .
head fxxking pain now . & i cant sleep .
whole body red now, dunno what t do .
its not tht i wan , i cant take it .
it really hurts alot .
&& , i dunno wtf im talking .
post tomolo ba . bb.

you said tht you fxxking dont wanna hurt me ,
but you're fxxking doing this now T______T
all your promises , your swears , you didnt show them .
you said you'll use your whole heart t love me ,
and will never hurt me w your act tht you'd done last time .
you said if tht ever happen , you'll stand in th middle of th road ,
and get th fxxking car t fxxking ramp pass .
i dunno if you really fxxking give a dam .
i think it's better if i stop texting you every morning & night .
i dont wanna spoil your r/s w her ,
even though i really love you .
T____________T
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T_____________________________________________T


xoxo