Be as you are.

i miss you badly right now , bet you're not .

a crying day indeed .
welshia cried in th morning , i joined in after tht , cause of _ _ _ _ _ _ .
weilin joined in shortly after , cause of _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .
didnt go for recess , didnt eat @ all , nor drink .
couldnt concnetrate @ all , cried like MAD , seriously , MAD .
cried like th whole day , TT eyes swollen now .
drip two tears , cant breathe alr , think no one cares if i was alive anot too .
after school , stayed in shcool . decided t come home .
here i am , crying in front of this stupid comp .
oh shit , cant breathe again .
argggggggggg , i'm stress TT
dont feel like going t school tomolo .


keep thinking of th pass , cant stop crying when i think of this .

we were over , but ..
you suddenly texted me , tht very day , wishing me good luck ,
for after two weeks . i was so overjoyed thn .
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we were through again .
i sent you an offline msg, saying tht i love you ,
but you replied , 'SHUT THE FUCK UP'
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you chased me out of your house tht day , but you wiped my tears .
i changed overnight , you couldn't helped it .
we got back tgt but you broke it again .
you told me t fuck off your life , i did .
again , two weeks , you texted me .
you changed , totally changed , like we had just met .
so sweet , so touched by your words .
but i took it for granted .
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if i was able t give you tht chance , t prove t me tht you are not like what you are ,
why cant you .
i knw what i did was like you .
but you didnt give me th chance t change .
i went through so much for 9 months .
You ? 3-4 months .
If you know how it felt , why are you doing back t me ?
i'm here waiting for your text , but where & what are doing ?
bet you alr threw th heart i gave you just now .
you dunno , i'm crying like mad now .
but seriously , i dont wanna lose you .
becuase you're important t me , why ?
cause i love you .
YOU GET IT !? TT